the last day.

"my child, you've grown"

wana thank God for many things this yr.

first, the midyr realisation.
that i shudnt linger ard and work for fruit that spoils, but to seek and to serve, for this endures to eternity. and only thru serving, did i begin to love God more and more. and to see more of Him. thats when i found a purpose in life. something worth living for.

and the sheeps (i knw sheep no plural lah) He entrusted into my hands.
jieling, rachelton, tracie, seepeng, evona.
taking care of them and seeing them grow and loving God is a joy that cant be put into words. (:
its greater than g iving me a yr supply of seaweed, chocolates, fondue, clothes put tgt.
(but i dont mind all those stuff) they give me happiness, but i seek joy.

all the realisations, awakenings and images that he give me to keep me going. and each one reveal more abt him, more abt my faith.

the people. the church people. (:
the world abuses "forever" too much. i made many empty promises with forever too. friendship thats forever? how long is forever?
but im assured. in this church, this forever is as long as we run the race. together. and of course after we go up there, to our true home. times and programme we go thru may be similar to those out there, but i knw theres smth embedded in us thats keeping us tgt, the same vision, the same goal, and the same purpose to fulfill.
see everyone at the end of the race. thats a true promise to me.

and all the blessings that i pray i will take note of.
i have sstm aka severe short term memory.

the new year. Y!andersonians gona make history.
history makers. (:

thanks chief shepherd. <3

.

narniaaa

whee. happy, happy day.
narnia rocks.
go watch if u hafnt.
applaud c.s.lewis and the director and cast and all (:
i love the lion. lalala. <3>
theres alot of christian principals to draw from this.
just like how the lion willingly sacrifice so that the little boy will be alright, and thats why the curse of the white witch is broken.
love.
the lion didnt retaliate when he could. willingess to sacrifice from the depths of his heart.
and it showed many attributes of God- God being just, God being sacrificial, God's love etc.
thats why i cried here and didnt at POC i guess.

and i love swords, shields, knights (not the person, but the character and costume) and (WHITE!) horses. dont get me wrong, i aint sadistic, i dont like the bloodshed.

realised somethg midway thru e movie.
abt how just as we are getting equipped, and discipling and etc, the other side is getting equipped too. ...

anw.
the beavers!












took so long to find the photos. they insignificant meh? think they super cute.
somehow, it doesnt look cute in this photo ):

my past obsession.
presenting.. the naked molerat! aka rufus. :3

haa. any resemblance?

dont mind the excitement lah, hafnt watch a movie for half a yr T.T
somehow always end up nt watching everythg that i wana watch.
oh ya, watched with guihao, evona and yiteng @ ps. (:

then went for prayermeet.
prayed for zone. its really exciting, wonder how many funny incidents gona happen in the wacky amk zone (: and, about 2006.
to you, it may be a new hope, a new yr, a new beggining.
to me, its gona be a greater yr. greater growth and glory. : D (even when theres Os)

to nedone neaone,
lets all jiayou in the upcoming yr, theres so much more to learn to experience on this journey.
to the funny ne blog revamp team, : D ha. new yr! (:
to yihui (dont thnk u will see this anytime soon), take care of yr back!! (: <3
to pam, see you TML!! : D

for pamela.

Rules Of The Game:
1. post five weird/random stuffs about yourself.
2. at the end of the post, list the name of 5 people who you want next to do this.
3. leave a comment "you are tagged" in their blog and tell them to read your blog for rules.

1. i love art.
2. im sanguine and a little choleric.
3. i cant swallow tablets ):
4. my love language is words.
5. im doing this for pamela's entertainment :P
you are tagged : cixin, petetong, jonquek, karchian, huitian x)

dreams.

i had a bizarre dream, even weirder than the one a few weeks ago, when my contact suddenly was leading the zhss grp, and the scene flashed to jiancong saying "i wana go for plastic surgery." very scary.

okay, so i was with kclan ber they all at bishan and i somehow decided to abandon them and hop on the coming train. then i was sitting happily listening to my nano, and then my china relatives saw me and came over. she asked "where are you going?" i replied "i dont know" then she said shes going to raffles place mrt to take photographs. like ??? it turns out my mums going too, so i went. and while they are taking photos, somehow raffles place became like airport.
and then i saw pamela, jonathan and somemore pple thr. and suddenly, my chi tcher came out and gave me n pamela 12 chi characters each, and thats supposed to be our O levels results. and he keep telling me "its okay, its okay." and i cant interpret the results! must be because i just rmb i hafnt do my chi essay hw before i sleep! ):
the REALLY weird part came. theres this overhead bridge across the road and suddenly all of the pple are fighting bad pple. they got feelers one, like those chi opera >.> so fight fight fight. i dont rmb much. then jonquek was kneeling in the middle of the bridge and his shoe rolled off the bridge so pple threw it up and it rolled off the other side. quite funny lah.
alot of sword fight..

and i forgot what happened -.-"

the blues.

feeling kinda down.
schools gona be really different and difficult under the new authorities next yr. sighs. after all, their promotion depends on our results.
thank god left with one more yr. but that means one yr to leave a legacy, 0ne yr to pass on a good baton to the next generation of people, who gona lead anderson to greater glory ehh.
bwak. i shudnt trap myself up at home.

the last yr also means the giant Os!!
really dont wana end up doing smth i dont want to, or taking up a random course. ):

oh wells.
its gods plan after all.
the best because of your best.

ned.

i hate antibiotics.
finally went to the doc after almost a week of flu, cough etc.

ytd still cheng qiang went to take amaths paper. nearly die-d.
did 40+ marks out of the 80m paper, then couldnt takkit so slept 40mins away.
masteries are so horrid. poor juniors gona suffer so much.

they having cg now ):
neD. the last unit caregrp. and im stuck at home.
then its zoning and neA? quoted from tracie: sounds like nia~
bye nedone. hi, nea smth.
well, as long as the KOG grows, its alright (:

the pile of homework.
and the retestsss when sch reopens.
such a drag.
such a long long way to go.

missed those days where i love sch. ages ago.

christmas 05

(:

christmas party was quite fun, caught up with xin, barney and jasm
was hiding in my sis hse de guestrm, avoiding the old folks :X just being lame and talking and wondering where lifes gona head.

i love all these talks.









our grp shot failed too badly. so three three loh.

anw ber gave me this really pretty musical box. just hope it doesnt play out of the blue and scare me :3 we xin you ling xi yi dian tong. both got the tiny bottle. she stuffed freathers in it and it looked cute (:
and we had lucky dip and all.

confession. only got ber's pressie this afternoon. a little plaque that writes "never give up, pple that go thru struggles will eventually complete the race" or smth like that. finishing the race is a great idea to us running on the marathon. (:

anw it was very lame. i went into this tiny stairway to squat there to finish writing stuff and wrap some stuff, away from the crowd. and when i finish and wanted to go back to the shopping centre, some guys attempted to lock me in. and praise god, i hv brains, i didnt look pathetic and stuggle with them but just walk down one level and out. such a stupid thing lah. and i had nano on so dont know what they were shouting abt. some water dripped down and i rather not think that its spit. (:

yah. and i was 15cents short of buying the plaque and nice cixin came to my rescue (:
slept the morning away.

some snapshots of yesterday!

us with the nougats peter gave. thankyou!
its so nice :3













presenting our future UL and zone leader. why are they pinching their nose ah?











them doing the jo dance. obsession that caused dear zhiwei to lose her wallet. tsktsk. she was dancing this after camp on the train then thnk she dropped her wallet or smth ):











why i wana eat yihuis earring, this is really random.












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its boxing day already.
christmas over. cant wait for the next one! it means Os gonna be over too :3

time to hit it for the masteries ):

the reason for the season.

C-hrist gave
H-imself as a
R-eward so that
I-ndividuals may know the
S-acrifices
T-hat He made for
M-ankind to
A-achieve the gift and grace of
S-alvation

from ber (:

metamorphosis.

wow.
looked back.
think i changed somewhat. (:

anti-yhope to halfhearted christian to growing more.

if it isnt God, then what?
still want to live in that first love.

coming home for christmas

i feel like cinderella these few days.
running home. literally.
but its all worth it : D

just went carollingggg!
first time going carolling on christmas eve, and its really fun.
but the great part is bringing joy to the people.
them singing along when they dont really know how, clapping along.
its just bringing the joy of christmas ard.

at first no business one, all rejected us. ):
so we went off to pray for the weather and people to want to hear us carol.
and down the street, first business : D

really enjoyed the time with the amk zone.
fun and wacky people.

lays: ehh keith why u walk so slowly, thought u need the toilet urgently?
keith: haha, i got high level of preserverence.
dengs. - -"

lays: wah, the sky very nice
karchian: err.. the grass very nice.
shes trying to pei he wo. - -"
super funny sister.

and loads more wacky covers.

then cong pointed the videovcam at us halfway during carolling, and we did alot of booboos. i sang "the father gave us life" --"

oh yah, before going to pams hse, was putting diapers on yihui, jiancong, karchian, pete, huitian, guihao and many pple head. :X was fun leh

after choc treats and stinking up pams hse,
me kc and huitian ran from her hse all the way out to the main road, caught cabs and rushed home.
heh.

23rd was awesome too.
the drama and dance during service were reallly good. (:
took shuttle bus down to hougang for our very first northeast christmas parttyyyy!!
teamtwo rocked! : D with taupokable ruiyong as the leader ehh. food was great too. thank god for the bbq team. they stood by and cooked food all the time. loved the marshmellows.
played heart attack too.
rushed home on tracies daddys car. (:

yah, the activities are awesome, no doubt.
but i think deep down in us, we really do know what we are celebrating.
CHRISTmas. birth of a savior thats gonna change many. and is still changing many. we know we are home today. are you home?

or are you just celebrating the coming of a new year, a new hope, new fears?

thank you God. i know im home.

zzz

new layout.
ian says the opacity of the blue girl is not here not there, but my skills are too lousy to edit it agn. oh wells. the last time he said i wasnt loyal to my guitar when the girl in the pict was holding a bass guitar. -.-

got to be in sch in ard 5hours time.
zzz.

i love christmas :D
thought writing cards and making stuff almost killed me.

anw. u knw why christians cant do trigo?
cause if they do, will sin. (sine) dont mind me, did too much.

*pokes at own head.